Nothing will end war unless the people themselves refuse to go to war.
-Albert Einstein

We alone do not harden our hearts

It is from a lack of consideration and foolish misconceptions that cause us to lose our humanity.

-7/31/08 17:06 scribbled on the back of a paycheck envelope on the bus ride home

I don't think-

(which causes many problems sometimes and some problems all the time)

(continuing)-i will update indigo any longer.

yes i've been reading your blog. i may perhaps continue to do so even though twelve hours before i told myself i wouldn't.

i'm so jumbled. but i don't lose sight. it's cheesy to write a blog like it's a personal message, but i don't care anymore.

今でも会いたいよ

between now and the next time we meet, whatever may happen will happen. but i will not lose sight. i don't care what may go wrong, because i am fighting to make it right in the end. i am indomitable.

i am in this world, not of it.

Lack of intelligence? Check.
Utter fearlessness? Check.
Failure to understand the danger of a situation contributing to a lack of fear? Check.

THE DREAMS OF MEN...NEVER END! AM I RIGHT?

EDIT: and no. i did not write any of my prior posts in personal response to having read any of your posts. i was out drinking with alex. (he's one of my new crew :D) the fact that it played out like that...is just how it did. it made me smile for a second.

Double EDIT!: The next time i update this...will be 7M later. when it is hopefully played out. time will tell.

Psalms 90:12

that stings

because i already know. i thought you knew that.

i'm honest because i don't know anything else.

i wonder if you'll see me through.

i did it

Love Mode

Rediscovered this today. I don't always understand songs the first time around but it's nice when I finally do.
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Everybody needs somebody to kiss
Everybody wants their moment to be true
We're all just living in this time of our lives

This love was like being in a fantasy
It was the time only for you and I
But time has passed
So does our love
So does our time
It's true

If you'll listen, you're all that I'd ever want
And now I whisper, my words are not promising
But let me be settling down on you forever, ever

Vexed out, stressed out, gotta confess now
Fallen angels with nowhere to nest now
Pull my chest out, try my best to breathe
But I'm frantic it must be my asthmatic destiny
They say yo it's best to leave your fate to the u-n-i verse
Do and die first
Why you and I curse the heavens
God will never know
They might be the time of your life
Gotta let it go

When we meet again
I'd hoped we'd be together but we probably won't
I'll wear my necklace and hold our memories
What's wrong with me?
Do I like hurting myself?
I can't think about it
You may like him because he's better than me
If I tell you I'm sorry and that I miss you
Even if you don't come back to me
If you look happy with him I'll never step forward
I couldn't be there for you so I felt useless holding onto you
If I'm not the one that makes your heart beat
I'm sorry and I miss you
But you won't come back to me
You look happy with him so I'll just back off
Is it true?
I knew everything and became scared
So I denied myself from you
I'm so sorry
You may be hurting too
I don't wanna see you even by accident if you two are so good together
I'm alright
Even if you're not mine I'll keep an eye on you
I cant forget you because I'm yet a fool

Her lyrics so goooood ):