Wednesday, April 24, 2013

staying up

sitting here.  tearing over you.  im going away for a long time.  maybe you dont even know.  we dont talk.

what do i do if i come back and she's with someone else?  is this it?  is all our time lost?

i guess thats that.  maybe thats as far as it goes.

i hate that i have to say with pride that im going to find my happiness.  far from you.

i tried to forget that there was a time where i really believed in just you and me.  for infinity.

my feelings are ashes.  with no wind to inspire me they just collect at my feet.  i step over them to cross through the next door, closing it behind me.